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How I hate this day

Terrible Valentine's Day everyone ... How I hate this day. Consumption without end and who really needed his partner has just this damn day of the year to say that he / she does it / she loves me truly sorry. Yes, I hate this day and the whole Geheuchle and I'm glad I've been spared / hopefully the future will. And that is not due to my current situation, I have always hated that crap.

all who love me in the last days, have left encouraging comments, I would like to say a big thank you. You are so sweet. showed a courage, knowing that others think of you. Many, many thanks. In times where we do not quite know where one is the head, one looks forward to any positive moment.
following lyrics describe my thoughts probably quite good:

you see me laughing but you know what's around me is
my innermost consumed by hatred you want to know what about me is
I divided into two parts feel like me tears of pain through the team
hate and pain of love and joy when was the end when I feel
's crappy and even that is still praised
you want you will not know how much in the cold war to me rages

we were a pillow
THE HEART OF WAR
us has taken out keep us goin peace
THE HEART OF WAR

we may talk to each other tongues of angels sweet and gentle
but should only be a single word be the wrong what have then
you geschwor'n not long ago a good friend you wanted to be
If I could choose me I never wanted you to enemies
I feel's crappy and even that is still praised
you want you want to know how much the cold war in me
we rages were us a pillow

THE HEART OF WAR
has torn from us keep us goin peace
THE HEART OF WAR
but what is enough is enough
THE HEART KRIEG
aus Liebe wurde lug und trug
DER HERZEN KRIEG
doch wunden heilen irgendwann
DER HERZEN KRIEG
macht Seelen stark hält sie zusammen
WENN
MAN
WENN MAN SICH LIEBT

Ein wundervolles Lied, so vieles daran beschreibt meine Gefühle verdammt gut. Wie es weitergehen wird, weiß ich momentan nicht. Kein Stück. Aber ich hoffe, die Zeit wird zeigen, wie es weitergeht. Irgendwie wird es auf jeden Fall weitergehen, so viel steht fest. ;)


Damit dieser Post nicht nur zum "Jammer-Post" wird, mag ich euch auch noch Fotos von Samstag Abend zeigen. Da war ich ja auf dem Geburtstag einer Freundin und danach noch mit 2 Freunden what to drink. Well, so I rum running (the flash has changed a lot, because my hair is not red and the lipstick actually looks quite different):
Have I ever tried out something different than just nail polish dull the to clap nail. For more than for the thumb's has unfortunately not enough. :) The rest is simple black become.
was also making my day with my Mum bulk purchase (if war breaks out soon, we'll survive XD). Hard work, but hey, at least we still have books bought ^ ^

Otherwise the day was more than reasonable, free, but oh well, it's over. He had at least one good thing: We (are 3 friends and I) have finally found a house for our holiday of Easter, if all goes well, we sit in one month in nem nice little house with a fireplace in the Baltic Sea and finally relax from all the stress and stuff. * Smile * This is certainly great. Even if the poor Ashkan me almost doing a bit of pain, alone among three women. XD But he was no different. It was his free choice.